Reaching for a reason.

You know guys I think the hardest thing in life is finding a reason just to be. To be is not as easy as one might think, ever since I was told by the army I no longer have value to them which is basically what they did when they retired me. I have struggled to find purpose, I mean don't get me wrong being a father is purpose and same is being a husband, but that's not really what I'm talking about here. I'm talking about a need for something outside of the everyday rigors of life, like as a soldier I was serving something greater than myself, teaching younger soldiers and having a feeling that whatever I was doing was better just because I was involved. When I do something I don't half-ass it, I put my soul into it, and being injured and basically crippled has taken a toll on my spirit. I have been looking for things to put myself into, this blog being a great example of that. So what I found is all that searching and reaching for purpose ....well, is my purpose. Trying to make myself better, fixing those flaws that we all have trying to grow I feel I have become more patient and less angry at the world, personal growth is what I live for now and you know what, I like it.


Don't know if any of you like wrestling like I do ( I know Liz is kinda into it ) but the Rock is back baby and he didn't miss a beat in his return.



... Of the Day

If there are any metal heads out there check out Lordi very good band with great videos.


In lieu of a show today I have a book of the day , check out the heel of Time series by the Iconic late Robert Jordan very fun set o books.


For movie lets go with Batteries Not Included, great family movie very cute.

Take it easy eye listeners.